02/08/2026

long time no see!!

i have important updates to give.

as months passed, i realized my colleague would never see me as anything other than a colleague, and that's okay! i also took a step back and realized i had been into him because he was safe to be into: unattainable. it makes things easier when you're riddled with trauma.

the thing is—the thing is: i'm winning this game of love because i realized along the way that i was in romantic relationships with two of my friends.

when i realized it i sent this to seb :

he said he knew and we had confessed multiple times but had never put a label on it. so. husband #1.

then i told lia about the confession, and this is what they replied :

before clowning me for not realizing before. husband #2.

i've known them both for 2 years and we're celebrating 6 months together next month!!

and then i met this wonderful puppy, chakib, and we've been together for 3 months. my little bf who's taller than me <3

chakib lives in my city, seb and lia in other countries (but seb and i met earlier this year and lia's coming for my bday!!).

they all get along very well and i love them very much.i feel very safe and happy with them. i'm learning how to let people love me little by little. it's a challenge, but a fun and caring one 💕.

life is good and i am very lucky . 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

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